GOODBYE

semalam..

pukul 3.50 pagi nana dapat call , cakap nenek hariz baru meninggal dunia :(

5pagi : kemas2 beg , mandi , mandikan danial terus. solat subuh

6pagi : terus gerak dari serdang to Kuala Terengganu

12.30 : sampai sana
tgh     : alhamdulillah.. just in time
hari    : nana orang last yang kiss dahi ummi.. :(

ummi bagi nana , last nenek yang nana ada..
since nenek belah mami and daddy nana dah lama meninggal (time nana sekolah & kolej)

nangis seloks nana :( :( :(

nana doakan ummi ditempatkan dengan golongan orang2 yang beriman..

5.00ptg : mandi2 and bersiap

6.00ptg : gerak balik KL from kampung bukit besar, kuala terengganu


walaupun penat.. tapi worth it..

p/s : nenda and tokki nana pun di kawasan kuburan yang sama. bonus for me and mr h.. boleh ziarah 4 kubur sekali jalan je.. hehehe!

MIMPI

lately nana mimpi orang2 terdekat nana, meninggal dunia..

huuuuu :(

scary..

and baru hari ni nana dpt google skit maksud disebalik (in islam)..

"Mimpi bertemu (berjumpa, bersua, terlihat) orang yang telah lama meninggal dunia.
- Pertama sekali jangan jadikan akidah.
- Kedua, Berdoa akan kesejahteraannya

Tafsiran mimpi orang telah meninggal.

• Bermimpi mati kemudian hidup kembali. Artinya, akan panjang umur.
• Bermimpi seorang teman atau keluarga mati / meninggal dunia. Artinya, orang yang ada dalam mimpi akan panjang umur.
• Bermimpi anak kita meninggal dunia. Artinya, akan ada perselisihan dalam keluarga.
• Bermimpi bercakap-cakap dengan orang mati. Artinya, usaha / pekerjaan akan sia-sia dan mengalami kegagalan.
• Bermimpi melihat orang mati atau orang yang sudah mati. Artinya, akan muncul bantuan tidak terduga atau akan mendapatkan berita baik."

wallahualam.. 

haih.. mlm ni nk mimpi yg indah2 please..

:)

30 MINUTES

semalam berbuka kat pavilion with hubby,mummy and adeq.. and danial of course..

pukul 7.22pm , danial merengek nak susu..

so nana pun laju2 la bawak danial pergi bf room kat lvl 6 dekat2 dgn delectable shop tu..

selambe xbwk hp.. xbwk handbag..

nana and danial berdua je..

huuuuu...

dah abis menyusu, pukul 7.31pm

nana pun get ready la nk kuar pegi bukak puasa...

:( tetibe pintu tu lock die STUCK!!!!!!!

nana panic gile.. menjerit2 mintak tolong.. and tendang2 pintu..

sadly bilik tu mcm org luar xley dgr bunyi2 bising..haih..

maybe reason wat gitu, xnk bg org dgr baby nangis ke apa..

but.....

nana and danial dh start nangis2.. :(

danial nangis sbb die dgr nana jerit kuat mintak tolong..

dalam pukul 8.00pm,

nana try lg menjerit and tendang2 pintu.. extra kuat..sambil mulut dah ada kat bawah pintu kat lantai tu..

haih..

alhamdulillah, ada la one guy ni terdengar, die terus masuk and tolong nana..

die pakai besi apa tah, nk bukak kunci pintu bilik nana tu..

syukur sgt :)

dgn gigil2 nana pun pegi la ke meja mkn.. huuuu..

moral of this story,

jgn tinggal hp! and kalau boleh, jgn lah pegi menyusu sorg2.. bawak la teman..

sekian

TAMPARAN HEBAT

"dugaan ibu mengandung"

....bak kata mr H. :)

well..

secara publicnye nana nk inform kat sini,

nana punye last day kerja will be 15 dec..

due to reason2 yg x menyeronokkan~

now nana tgh mencari kerja baruuuu.. lalalala..

I know my tummy wont get any smaller..

tapi bak kata mummy plak, rezeki ada di mana2..

insyaAllah..

ok done job hunting for tonight ;) nite2...

SEPI

hye hye hye :)

nana sedar nana dh jarang ber blog.

sampai hubby tanye "nana dh lama x post blog kan?"

huahuahua..

sorry..but lately......nana x sihat..

plus! nana br start keje baru. hehe.

byk btol benda baru yg nana nk kena belajar.. nana nk blog laju2 during office hour pun terbantut ler.

and mlm? lepas isyak je terus zzzzz...

byk benda tergendala ni. handbouquet2 ntuk client nk pakai august pun, nana try buat pagi dlm kereta otw nk g office (paksa hubby drive. heee)

props pun..nana buat laju2 lps maghrib / paksa diri buat lps isyak..uwaaaa..

serius.. nana x amik order props dah until further notice :( 

doakan nana dpt siapkan semua order-orderan ye. yosh!

FALSE ALARM

- 2 weeks perut cramp
- ada satu hari tu ada darah beberapa titik kat panties
- boobs membengkak
- lewat 8 hari period
- x berani nk buat PUT ke apa2. haha

huhu.. pastu..

- bau asap rokok yg x dpt nk dielakkan (f u officemate~)
- tetibe keje byk nk kena jln2, stayback office smpai kol 8..
- terbau taik2 suki

kol 5 pagi esok nye, sakit perut gile babs..

masuk toilet - darah gile byk ketul2.. :(

MC lah satu hari..

blom ada rezeki ;)

ehem! hubby, nk baby in dragon year.. hehe.. yosh!

OMBAK RINDU

setelahhhh sekian lama..
org sekeliling..maybe satu malaysia kot, duk gile layan movie ombak rindu..
nana mmg x tertengok sbb nana x penah nk baca2 novel ni..haha!

:)

tp gara2 mummy ku sayang, yg request nk mr h nyanyikan lagu ombak rindu ntuk die,
start dr tu la, mlm2 mr h duk practice lagu ombak rindu..
nana tego la..kite x penah tgk pun cte die, camne nk feeling2 time nyanyi..

haha!!

so.....mlm td kitorg pun try la layan...
awal2 tu cam blur..sbb ye la..x berapa nk paham. haha!
habis je ombak rindu...total wave (nangis) = 7!!
tgk sambil baring atas mr h.. mmg kuyup la peha kiri .. siap tukar baring peha kanan pulak.. kuyup sume nye..
(ehem! kuyup sbb air mata aku okey saraa lim...lalalala~)

haha!! ambik ko nana! sedih tol la cte ombak rindu ni.. hohoho~

pastu ari ni...

 me:  hubby

 MyHariz:  yes dear?

 me:  nana nk tweet tulis nama HARIZ skrg serba salah. takot org ingt nana ckp pasal hariz dlm ombak rindu

 MyHariz:  yes sayang?~

 me:  hahahahahaha

 MyHariz:  WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

 me:  :)

knp nama mesti sama? hahahaha!

kpd yg blom tgk lg ombak rindu, mmg pada awal nye ada rasa yg mcm ...

"best sgt sgt ke movie ni? aduhai.. ape yg best tu?"

cam nk ngamuk pun ada.duk baca status kt fb, sume duk ckp psl ombak rindu. haha!

tp ye la. blom tgk blom tau. x salah klo try cube test tgk. :)

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p/s : pg ni masuk ofis - mata nana bengkak sikit. fuuh~

BYE² AMY

wpun ari ni, anniversary nanarez...

pagi td pun..nana dpt berita sedih dr mami...

mcm bgn2 tdo..tersenyum baca msg dr mr h..

pastu bile dpt ni plak dr mami,

terus meraung dgn adeq :((

gonna miss u amy.. love u..
rest in peace..
reunite with ur mommy, kitty..

mwahs.

..RIP AMY..

..1998 - 2011..

DUGAAN LAGI

dugaan datang lg.. :(

alhamdulillah..

sib baik mr h xde apa2 - kereta je kemek sana sini..

cte die? ni bwh ni la cte die..

keta buat donut. haih..

pls be more careful muhammad hariz.

DUGAAN

org tua2 ckp..

masa tgh bertunang ni byk dugaan..

MEMANG!

haih..

rasa mcm nk tukar kerja jd perompak plak pasni..

satu mlm je dh dpt 15k. hebat gile kau perompak! babi lah.

ya allah. kuatkan lah iman kami. amin~

*(sambil dh termencarut td.haha. xpe.perompak mmg babi.)

JEALOUS

nana mengaku..
nana mmg KUAT jeles gile babs..

once nana tau n ckp, benda/org tu.."nana punya"...
mean, TAKDE SAPE la blh amik kan..

ok takpe..

nana as a perempuan...
sumpah shit tak paham...bile ada other perempuan...
duk msg2 / whatsapp2.. laki lain.. (tunang org pulak tu)..
haih..
kawan biasa sekali pun. or maybe 'bestfriend'..xkn smpai nk tiap2 hari cari? 
mcm suddenly, ko dh xde kawan lain ke?

haih..

again..
nana mengaku nana mmg kuat jeles...

gome mr h..

RED ROSES

:)

MyHariz:  Red Roses symbolize sincere Love, Respect, Courage & Passion

                i still love u a lot

                i do respect u....and what happened that day totally beyond control

me:  tq hun..

MyHariz:  there are still passion in our relationship... .
                else i wont be having hard time when im not with u
                and lastly...we need courage...both side ...and work this thing out ...together

me:  okay 

malu tapi suka..

thank u sooo much..

AFTER LOVE

(Keri Hilson feat Diddy)

what will u do nana?

:(

I'm stuck in the moment, of memories of me and you..

SHOULD I?

sometimes..
i cant believe how happy i am one day,
then the next day....something happens and im suddenly
down..
stressed..
drained..
and fucked all at the same time..

haih..
after that FIRST hit..
(kalo rihanna ni dh g report polis dah)
malangnye nana bkn rihanna. perasan!

too bad.. im changed..







..should i stay or should i leave?..
only god knows.


but always remember this...

SAUDI ARABIA

Salam!!
Today is my 5th day at Mecca City, Saudi Arabia ;)

Alhamdullillah..
Semua nya ok kat cni.. Tenang je hehehe

Eventho yesterday AGAIN i received a comment from "i dont know who"..

I had enough girl.. Its hurt..really..

Stop messaging
Stop commenting
Stop stalking
Stop contacting me or him

Just stop....

Oh one more thing..how dare u telling me u got a feeling that MY FIANCE still in love with u??? Haha..

Pity u dear. U shouldnt say that..

Again..i dont care. Yes im hurt.

But with hariz by my side and kept telling me that he love me, then im ok.

Im happy. And i cant wait For our big wedding day to come :)

Woohooo!!



All the way from Saudi..updating this blog using my sweet iphone4..

KD!! Dont reply this post. Cos i dont bother to read it anymore. End



P/s:i deleted ur name already. But u still dont understand.i faced this problem with him.if im not, i'll straight away broke up with him without listening both side story.dont worry.he told me everything.its same as what u already told me.its really hurt. And yes karma.u dont even know me. As i said b4 just accept the fact that i choose hariz to b my husband.and u dont know the reason y.yes i love him. This is my last post about u. Hopefully u'll stop. Tcare.

..senyum, x perlu kata apa2..

even camel knows.. how to stop when i said so. lalala~!

SEOUL

happy holiday everyone! ;)

today was my 3rd day @ Seoul, Korea..

i had fun...a lot of fun!!!!

eventho this morning i received some comments from "i dont know who"
that ... i think she cannot accept and DID NOT respect my relationship with my FIANCE..
ahhh well...im still happy...

truely happy..

"dear",  watever happen....just LET IT GO~....

u cannot do anything to fix this.. even me myself also cannot change the fact that
"the things" already happen..

be happy... i thought after u send me that loooonnnnnggggg letter, u felt releived.. isnt it?
haih..

wtv it is...i dont care anymore..
as long as he love me, choose me, and wanna spent the rest of his life with me... ;)

"sarang hayo hariz farid!!!"

SANGAT

strong ke nana? :p

REMINDER

Respect people's relationships.

"There's so many other fish in the sea, so why mess with one that's already been caught?"

SPECIAL

sorry girlsss..

he's all mine.. ;)

"nana punye!!"

i am special~...

;)

 mr H.... remember this~

HYPOCRITE

everybody lies...no exceptions...

but with you..
nana dah jadi malas...

with a lot of doa..
hopefully god will show me the right way..
amin~..

to you : The truth may hurt for a little while, but a lie hurts forever.